Monday, April 22, 2013
Stressed to the max!
I've only gotten worse since I've gone off cyclo. It's now 4am and I just took a shower because I was itching to much and couldn't sleep. I've only slept 3-4 hrs the last 4 days and I'm finding going to work is proving to be almost completely unbearable. Especially when my work days turn into 12 hour days. In addition to insomnia, redness, shedding, and crazy itching, my legs and feet have started to swell and rash up more. I don't know what I'm going to do. I am definitely at a low point. I feel lost, sad, tired, disgusting, and fed up. I think I may try and get some time off work in May if this madness continues. I just want to lay on the couch all day, but my schedule has been very busy and i'm forcing myself to get outside the house. Im just tired.